newest older email guestbook notes profile friends private host design		conversationalist June 05, 2003-10:25 pm me: so, why so sad? julia: no reason. me: always a reason julia: tired. me: bullshit julia: no, i'm fine just leave me alone. me: okay, sure julia: ... me: ... i'm sick of talking to myself. i'd rather be empty like i used to feel. this is a skeletal outline of sadness. i'd also like to bring up the fact that i destroy all that i touch as cliche as it sounds it's so fucking true. last-next