newest older email guestbook notes profile friends private host design		i can't seem to find a way out May 30, 2003-4:00 pm i've got tangled hair and a heart that refuses to make decisions. i feel like a little girl and i don't want to go through with my plans for tonight. i don't want to go to carnivals because they make me dizzy and sick, choking on sweat and smoke. others reeling on pot and alcohol. wish i could be like you. i'd rather be vomiting up some vodka than locked in this body, this girl. last-next