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August 31, 2003-9:24 pm
if i dont have a boyfriend, i want one and miss having one. now that i do have a boryfriend, im not satisfied for some reason. im not quite sure why tho. now dont get me wrong i like boys and i like making out with them and all that but i dont want to just spend my time on a couch with a guy all day. im sick of that. i guess i want more. but what more is there. talk about confusion. god damn i hate drama. life would be so much easier with out drama. and alot happier too. life was so much simpeler when i was a kid. cartoons and candy, thats all i needed to be happy. now theres so many needs andwants that just consume me, to the point where i cant even enjoy the good stuff, like my current boyfriend. now i like derek. hes funny cute strong and nice to me. but hes not like earthshattering fantastic or anything. i guess thats what im lacking, excitment, adventure, earthshattering stuff. ive got humor and love, now all i need is .... o god i dont know................
