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June 24, 2003-12:21 pm
i hate myself. that is why i don't want this diary anymore. i don't even know how to express how i've felt these last two days. i just want to cease breathing, bleeding. the only things in me that prove i'm alive. i'm really just a corpse with air and blood flowing through. i dont want to have a diary just so everyone can read it and critique me and make fun of the stupid things i say and try to prove me wrong or themselves right. i dont want everyone knowing everything about me. and neither do any of you. otherwise wouldn't you all have online diaries that you write -everything- in?
