newest older email guestbook notes profile friends private host design		useless June 22, 2003-1:05 am my 1:05 entry. this is public as it has been requested that i write something public. my eyes hurt, the windows and walls in my room are bare except for holes and chipping lavender paint. 8 days until i'm gone. i wish i didn't have so many regrets. but i'm finally moving on. truth, i haven't been my happiest lately but for some reason there's something in me that is being -gasp- optimistic. thank you for your absence. last-next