newest older email guestbook notes profile friends private host design		man, i wish i was beautiful. May 05, 2003-11:23 am my muscles are aching and my skin is burned and i haven't been taking my medication...but i'm really and truly happy. it's hard to write something worth reading when everything is so peaceful. (although there is a small prick in the back of my mind that tries to make me doubtful, and i'm growing more so every minute i don't see him.) last-next