newest older email guestbook notes profile friends private host design		ALLALONEIMNOTCRAZYBECAUSEITAKETHERIGHTPILLS March 16, 2003-2:18 pm I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT I FEEL ANYMORE THIS IS SHIT FUCK EVERYTHING FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK WHY AM I EVEN ADDING A FUCKING ENTRY AND WHY THE HELL AM I USING THE WORD FUCK SO MUCH THAT WORD IS SO FUCKING STUPID ITS JUST A WORD AND IT DOESNT FUCKING MEAN ANYTHING I AM LISTENING TO THE MOST FUCKED UP PLAYLIST AND MY EMOTIONS ARE FUCKING CYCLING LIKE CRAZY AND I DONT KNOW WHO I AM OR WHAT I WANT TO BE OR WHY I AM EVEN FUCKING ALIVE AND I WANT...FUCKING CHRIST I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT AND I last-next