one hunjdred and thirty one
March 04, 2003-9:18 pm


diaryland, i love you and hope you feel better soon. in the meantime here is my entry from yesterday...


from her

HEIGHT: 5'2"

HAIR COLOR: brown. :/ grr

SKIN COLOR: pale, occasionally transparent

EYEBROWS: dark brown

EYE COLOR: brown, aren't i exciting

PIERCINGS: my ears. still exciting i know.

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WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black cordouroy

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: placebo-nancy boy

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: fat

WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: dark, windy, cold

HOW ARE YOU?: i'm alright, kind of achy

---Do you...---

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GET MOTION SICKNESS?: in the backseat of any car

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: don't make me list them

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: not fucking today.

LIKE TO DRIVE?: don't

---Favorites---

TV SHOW: clone high because im a geek and watch MTV

SHAMPOO: Dove

BOOK: well the closet one to me is The Hanged Man by FLB

MOVIE: the last one i saw was The Life of David Gale...it was good.

MAGAZINE: Jane

NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: raspberry-lime seltzer water

THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep over kelly's house and wake her up too early. see people that i never see anymore.

BAND OR GROUP: i hate this question so today lets say Placebo

HANGOUT: everything seems to be burning down recently but, kelly's house i guess. hopefully that won't burn down...

FEELING: sudden plans that work out better than imagined, first kisses, spring, happiness obviously, knowing you're loved.

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---Have you...---

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BROKEN THE LAW: yeah, but lets put that behind us.

RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yeah, but never for very long, i forgot i was running away i guess.

EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: yes.

STAYED UP TILL FOUR IN THE MORNING ON THE PHONE: yeah, i remember how thrilled i used to be when i'd stay up all night on the phone with...gasp...a boy.

EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: when i was little.

MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes, even though i know there's caller id

EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no, i read a book called Crooked by Louisa Luna (i think thats her name) and the main character's job was putting up and taking down porto-potties so everytime i see one i guess i think of her.

USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yeah

SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nope.

FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: it was scary when i woke up...and cold.

BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: i don't think so.

CRIED IN PUBLIC: don't remind me.

LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: sometimes it seems that's all i exist for. (i mean that in a good way)

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---Love---

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BOYFRIEND: not right now, and i'm not sure how i feel about it.

GIRLFRIEND: i can appreciate beauty in other women but i could never fall in love with one.

CHILDREN?: no. no, no.

CURRENT CRUSH?: pretty obvious, yes?

BEEN IN LOVE?: i thought so but now i'm not so sure.

HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: hahaha i never get over anything. or anyone.

BEEN OUT WITH SOMEONE: on a real date-date? no, never. i've never even been asked out in person. only online. guess i did that to myself huh?

TOO SHY?: almost always.

BEEN HURT?: always always.

HAVE YOU EVER SAID: said i loved him.

DEFINITLY.

YOUR GREATEST REGRET: too many.

WHO WAS YOUR FIRST BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: don't remind me, he was in special education class.

GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no.

HAVE HAD/HAVE AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: no.

---Random---

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DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no, i am poor and cold and alone. hahaha

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Kittie, Placebo, and a Mix.

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: Razzledazzle Rose :)

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: mmmm, happy...i don't remember.

WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Manic Street Preachers

WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: kelly, parker, hollie, chuck, joey...others? (liz if i saw her more :/...alissa who i'll see at camp soon)

HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: i don't.

---When/what was the last...---

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TIME YOU CRIED?: today. :/

YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: from chuck hahaha

YOU GOT E-MAIL: besides newsletters? who knows...

THING YOU PURCHASED: picture of audrey hepburn.

TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: clone high.

MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: life of david gale.

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---Your thoughts on...---

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ABORTION: pro-choice.

TEENAGE SMOKING: i don't but if you like ashy lungs, feel free.

MASTURBATION: uh no.

PMS: you mean right now?

SPICE GIRLS: wasn't one of them anorexic? how girlpower is that?

PREMARITAL SEX: how about there's a daycare at my school?

DREAMS: my medication gives me vivid ones...:)

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